lake-effect-kid

another note for danny, the day i was set to go home i packed up all my things and sat in the waiting room while they signed me out. i looked at the photos on the wall of all the patients who died in this hospital and i had to pinch myself so that i wouldn't cry. as i walked through the exit i couldn't help but feel like a part of myself had died back on that hospital bed and i couldn't decide if i had really made it out alive. the day you came back was the day i sat in my room and cried. when my mom came up the stairs and knocked on the door i told her i was busy and didn't want to talk, so she sent my father up to have a 'manly chat' with

a note for danny,   the day i arrived here i locked myself in the school toilets and cried until it was recess. as i walked away from the smell of shit i remembered.. those inked letters above the mirror that said 'this was never my life' and i have never cried another day since then because i realised, they were never my tears. the day i met you i had never been in so much physical pain. i had blood dripping from my lip and you told me that i needed to get some help. i wasn't sure what you meant back then, but i walked all the way from the park to the hospital and as soon as i got there they told me "it wasn't worth the wait" so